8-04-2010 Journal Entry
“I slept until noon today as last night Issachar and I got to listen to Tola ramble on for hours about Job Corp. Yay!
Then Tola and I talked a bit about addiction. While we talked, Williams (a guard) snuck onto the catwalk and totally freaked me out, as our convo about addiction had progressed to, if porn addiction had lead to our crimes (Issachar is inclined to think it had, but in my case, I don’t think so—for me—as I’ve never been interested in underage porn, so how could it have caused my actions? If anything, it was erotic fiction, not images that “done it”)
Nothing to say about today—I am getting really tired of living with Zohar as he is getting more and more vocally annoying; I almost hope he goes off and gets himself put on suicide watch.”
8-05-2010 Journal Entry
“I slept until noon. I can’t seem to get back into my sleep pattern. But then it also means less daytime awake hours.
Zebulon (from M4) is now in M15 (next door) and is yelling out cho-mo taunts through the vents. I hope that it doesn’t escalate to the extent that his taunts to the femmes in M12 had been. That was oppressive. I truly feel sorry for them that they have to put up with that.
I have tried to write mom a letter, but keep ranting…I’ve put 2 already into my unsent letters folder. I am going to try again.
momofaninmateson 