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Monthly Archives: January 2015
“Dear Son, I Can Only Write Words That I Hope Will Console You and Give You Hope and Encouragement”
2-27-2011 Letter from Mom My Dear Son, I have your most recent letter before me and my heart is full. Once again I want to take you in my arms and hug away all your pain and troubles and sorrows. … Continue reading
“I Should Not Feel That Way…God Expects Us To Do What We Can”
2-22-2011 Journal Entry I talked to Pastor Tarrab about my worries about taking my case back to another hearing, as Sunday and Monday would/could have to come back to court again. I feel like that is breaking my promise to … Continue reading
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Tagged Adam & Eve, Blessings, Court Hearings, crime, Desires, Dreams, faith, Fatherhood, fear, God, Happiness, Heavenly Father, love, prayer, Prison Ministries, Promises, Sensory Deprivation, Spanish
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“I Think God Intended Me To Receive The Years (in prison) That I Did”
2-21-2011 Letter to Mom Dear Mom I hope that this letter finds you well. Attached you will find a (proposed) letter to my appeal’s lawyer. In it I layout what I feel to be reasonable evidence that part of my … Continue reading
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Tagged "Restoring Relationships", anger, Apologies, Appeal, Bad Temper, Dreams, family, forgiveness, God, Good Habits, Holy Spirit, love, Parents, prayer, pride, Priesthood, Promises, Ralph Gwinn, Spanish, Trust
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“There Was “Weeping and Gnashing of Teeth.”
2-13-2011 Journal Entry Sunday is the day of sleep and I slept until 11am. I found little joy in reading. I have suffered depression over loneliness. 2-14-2011 Journal Entry Happy Valentines Day. I tossed and turned all night thinking about … Continue reading
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Tagged "Recessional", Death, depression, Extremism, faith, Family Pictures, James A. Michener, love, Manipulation, Prison Ministries, sorrow, Strength, Valentine's Day
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“I Spent as Much Time Today as I Could in the Library. I Think I Have Found My Sanctuary”
2-3-2011 Journal Entry Work was good. I like my new home & hope that I get to stay there for a very long time. At lunch today, there were a number of new guard trainees out in “the gambit”. One … Continue reading
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Tagged Apostles, Blessings, Dreams, Fantasy, forgiveness, Gifts of the Spirit, God, guilt, Jesus Christ, Library, Lust, marriage, Masturbation, Mennonites, Obsession, prayer, Scripture, Spanish, Super Bowl, Work
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