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Tag Archives: Mennonites
“Oh God, I Wish I Could Honestly Apologize To My Family!
3-04-2011 Journal Entry I slept most of the day, then went into work. But since I have nothing to do, I worked on a letter to Mom and Dad. This PM, as I continued with the letter writing to my … Continue reading
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Tagged Christians, Computers, God, Letters Home, Mennonites, Mormons, Pentecostal, sex addictions
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“I Spent as Much Time Today as I Could in the Library. I Think I Have Found My Sanctuary”
2-3-2011 Journal Entry Work was good. I like my new home & hope that I get to stay there for a very long time. At lunch today, there were a number of new guard trainees out in “the gambit”. One … Continue reading
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Tagged Apostles, Blessings, Dreams, Fantasy, forgiveness, Gifts of the Spirit, God, guilt, Jesus Christ, Library, Lust, marriage, Masturbation, Mennonites, Obsession, prayer, Scripture, Spanish, Super Bowl, Work
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“Two Interns…Cause a Tidal Wave of Interest…5’s on the Outside But 12’s In Here”
1-03-2011 Journal Entry I called to work at 8:30. Barrett has his new cart. I think he was a bit peeved that we didn’t get all excited about it. I received a letter from mom. Grace is being very difficult! … Continue reading
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Tagged Catholicism, depression, Dreams, Evil Nature, faith, journals, Letters from Home, Mennonites, Missionary, Mormonism, pain, prison, Speaking in Tongues, truth, Varicose Veins, Women, Work
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“Every Now and Then My Soul Cries Out “I Miss My Family!”
12-29-2010 Journal Entry Barrett allowed me to go talk to the Chaplain at lunch. He (Chaplain) informed me that when he told me that I could have my people order it (the LDS CTR Medallion and the Bible case) he … Continue reading
“I Wrote My Thoughts: “Remember That God Will Not Throw At You More Than You Can Bear”
{Editors Note: I recall like it was yesterday this first visit with our son at his correctional facility. Prior to this, all our visits were through glass windows on a telephone. Oh, how I had longed to give our son … Continue reading
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Tagged "The Trysting Place", "What's Gonna Work? Team Work!", Back Yard Agains, Bible Study, Book of Mormon, depression, Ensign Magazine, forgiveness, Happiness, Holy Spirit, incarceration, Jesus, Joseph Smith, LDS Church, Mennonites, Parents, prison, repentance, Virgin Birth, Work
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“Mom and Dad Will Be Here Tomorrow. Yay! I Can’t Wait To See And Hug [Them]”
12-7-10 Journal Entry I sent out a letter to mom. It doesn’t touch too much on her last letter to me as that was such a pain filled letter that I really didn’t feel like reading it again. I sent … Continue reading
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Tagged "The Covenant", 700 Club, Catholics, God, Hygiene Products, James Michener, Kairos, King James Bible, Mennonites, Mental Health, Prison Inmates, Violence
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“As I Write This “Jesus Saves” Is On the Radio. Oh God! Please Help Me to Know If That’s True!)”
11-30-2010 Journal Entry Today at work, we toured the minimum wage job site where they fabricate plastic “stuff”. I am told that it is near impossible to get a job there though. 12-01-2010 Journal Entry Today, Eli (my boss) called … Continue reading
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Tagged Abortion, Atheism, Big Bang Theory, Church Sermon, depression, Dreams, faith, family, God, Jesus Christ, Mennonites, Minimum Wage Jobs, Pornography, Reconciliation, religion, scriptures, Thanksgiving
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“My Hearts Goal is to Change Who I Am at the Very Core of my Rebellious Heart. What Better Place to do That Than Where Only God and I See the Change With Any Real Interest?”
{Editors Note: This letter was in response to my letter dated 11-14-2010 and posted to the blog on August 6th, 2014; also to a letter he received from his dad but that I am not able to find. Upon receiving … Continue reading
” I Am Missing Grace and the Kids a Lot the Last Couple Days…As The Really Real World Becomes More “Fabled” I am Staggered by Random Fits of Emotion”
11-15-2010 Journal Entry “Still no work; not sure what’s happening. Cellie had a tooth pulled and so, gave me his entire lunch tray. Before McFly could make a “Cookie” comment, I pre-empted it and said “your damn right I am … Continue reading
“My Dreams Last Night…Have Left Me Very Depressed Today”
11-9-10 Journal Entry I went to Bible study call-out. The group leader was old and crusty (just recovering from a heart attack) and I got little from the lesson other then a metaphor on “hardening of heart” compared to process … Continue reading
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Tagged "The Source", Bible Study, children, depression, Dreams, fear, Hardened Hearts, Hymns, James A. Michener, love, Mennonites, Prison fights
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