Tag Archives: Hostility

“Perhaps This Is How Insanity Starts?”

10-05-2010 Journal Entry “I slept most of the day (until dinner)…more like pseudo sleep where I would wake, lay there, sleep again. I find that I am happiest when I day dream about everything being how it should have been. … Continue reading

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I Am Dead and a Hated Memory at that–I Truly Know the Definition of Hell.

7-26-2010 Letter to Mom & Dad “Well, yesterday was my birthday—Yay! Thanks for the card. It was very thoughtful and well chosen. I know it must be hard finding a card that didn’t come off as pretentious. Sorry I have … Continue reading

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“It’s Father’s Day (Hurrah). Dad, I Hope Yours Was Good”

6-20-2101 Continuation of Letter to Mom & Dad  {original posting 2-12-2014} “It’s Father’s Day (Hurrah). Dad, I hope yours was good. We are sweltering in the heat of a concrete box. It is intended for 8 people and has had … Continue reading

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“I Am No Longer Reaching Out to Family…”

5-17-2010 Journal Entry “ The weekend is over; Monday has come and gone. I slept from noon to 22:00. I got a letter from dad. It is another bitter pill in a string of them from family. First my sister, … Continue reading

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“This Afternoon I Lost My Kids. I Am Completely Alone Now”

2-26-2010 Journal Entry “This afternoon I lost my kids. I knew it was going to happen but it is still hard to deal with. Grace is attempting to paint me as an unrepentant person to the court. She had a … Continue reading

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